I find this interesting… here are SMS abbreviations that would be such a helpful thing to all you lazy suckers out there. haha..
AFAIK As Far As I Know
AFK Away From Keyboard
ASAP As Soon As Possible
ATK At The Keyboard
ATM At The Moment
A3 Anytime, Anywhere, Anyplace
BAK Back At Keyboard
BBL Be Back Later
BBS Be Back Soon
BFN/B4N Bye For Now
BRB Be Right Back
BRT Be Right There
BTW By The Way
B4N Bye For Now
CU See You
CUL8R See You Later
CYA See You
FAQ Frequently Asked Questions
FC Fingers Crossed
FWIW For What It’s Worth
FYI For Your Information
GAL Get A Life
GG Good Game
GMTA Great Minds Think Alike
GR8 Great!
G9 Genius
IC I See
ICQ I Seek you
ILU I Love You
IMHO In My Honest/Humble Opinion
IMO In My Opinion
IOW In Other Words
IRL In Real Life
KISS Keep It Simple, Stupid
LDR Long Distance Relationship
LMAO Laugh My Ass Off
LOL Laughing Out Loud
LTNS Long Time No See
L8R Later
MTE My Thoughts Exactly
M8 Mate
NRN No Reply Necessary
OIC Oh I See
PITA Pain In The Ass
PRT Party
PRW Parents Are Watching
QPSA? Que Pasa?
ROFL Rolling On The Floor Laughing
ROFLOL Rolling On The Floor Laughing Out Loud
ROTFLMAO Rolling On The Floor Laughing My A** Off
SK8 Skate
STATS Your sex and age
ASL Age, Sex, Location
THX Thank You
TTFN Ta-Ta For Now!
TTYL Talk To You Later
U You
U2 You Too
U4E Yours For Ever
WB Welcome Back
WTF What The F…
WTG Way To Go!
WUF Where Are You From?
W8 Wait…
7K Sick
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well, that’s all for now. so i’ll ttyl while i go lmao somewhere before i get 7K. :p hahahah. ok i’ll stop that. bye!
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;;Women's History Then & Now : Women's Mental Illness
7 mad rant(s) » Add your own! RANDTed: Tasha Green at 6:49:00 PMi was searching for 19th century photographs, and i came across this website of which i find utterly interesting. its title, Women’s History Then & Now : Women’s Mental Illness.
you can go to this website for more info on the subject.
i find these few mental illness as being downright interesting and decided to post some here in my blog. for future reference or sort. idk.
Anorexia- The Fasting Girls
Anorexia, though prominent for many years prior, was officially recognized Fashionas
a disease in 1873 (Ussher 77). It flourished during the nineteenth century as women wished to exemplify their femininity. In denying food, a woman could truly be passive and become a weightless accessory for her husband. The physical and spiritual ideal of anorexia also became a status symbol for many women. Working class women had to eat in order to have energy to work. Thus, only middle to upper class women could afford to be anorexic. Cures included being admitted to an asylum where women rested and were excessively fed.
Spinsters and Lesbians
Spinsters and lesbians were considered a threat to society during the nineteenth century as these women chose an alternative lifestyle. They went outside the social norms of women as passive housewives, and instead made their own decisions. They were thought to be mentally ill, as doctors claimed being without continued male interaction would cause irritability, anaemia, tiredness, and fussing. These women were also controlled by the term “frigid” which was used to describe them. Women did not want to be “frigid” and thus married to avoid becoming labeled this manner (Ussher 81). Those who were admitted to the asylum for being a spinster or a lesbian were submitted to forced marriages by family members or even encouraged sexual encounters where patients were sexually abused or raped under the care of their doctors (Ussher 81). It was assumed these women could be cured by repeated sexual interaction with men.
Nymphomania (hypersexuality)
for these and more, go to the website.
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was in the car while waiting for the countdown to happen. got great views from both side of the car. on the left, the gorgeous full moon and on the right, the fireworks display.
anyway, HAPPY MERDEKA DAY PEOPLE!!!! :)
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courtesy of Anniecounie
if there’s one thing i hate, its discrimination. by race, gender, age, body size, sexual profile, capability etcetc. i hate it sooo much. i find people who discriminate are total losers. especially when they started to get very mean and being such an asshole.
just like this one group which was shamelessly created by a bunch of schoolmates of mine after getting inspired by telling the whole world about their hatred towards a fellow classmate due to his sexual profile. sure he might be outspoken. but you dont have to be mean.
anyway, i went to the group and got apart of it because i want to write about my opinions regarding a topic saying that Sissys are the main AIDS transmitter. and all the sudden, some of them was being nasty with me coz they said im some spy or something (its HILARIOUS!) because im like really close with the guy.
go read.
[ my current music : when we die - bowling for soup ]
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;;91 Interesting Facts About The Anatomy Of Human Bodies
10 mad rant(s) » Add your own! RANDTed: Tasha Green at 5:30:00 PMgot this from somwhere. read it. its highly interesting!!
1. Human bodies produce 70 kg of ATP (a molecule that stores energy, permitting us to do nearly everything the body does) per day.
2. A human has a bone just after the spine ends, which helps proves that humans once had tails (possibly).
3. A human head remains conscious for about 15 to 20 seconds after it is been decapitated.
4. A human’s scent membrane in the nose is about the size of a postage stamp. A dog’s is about the size of a handkerchief. It’s olfactory lobe is also 4 times that of a human.
5. 1.7 litres of saliva is produced each day. In Discovery Channel, its a quart.
6. 10% of all human beings ever born are alive at this very moment.
7. 10% of human dry weight comes from bacteria.
8. 11% of the world is left-handed.
9. 25% of a human’s bones are in its feet.
10. 1 out of every 113 people in the world will die in 2007.
11. The lunula is the half-moon shaped pale area at the bottom of finger nails.
12. You cannot sink into quicksand. By making small circles with each part of your body, water is re-introduced between the sand and clay particles, reducing the density and making it easier for someone to heave you out.
13. A person who is lost in the woods and starving can obtain nourishment by chewing on his shoes. Leather has enough nutritional value to sustain life for a short time.
14. A recent study indicates when men crave food, they tend to crave fat and salt. When women crave food, they tend to desire chocolate.
15. A scientist who weighed people immediately before and after death concluded that the human soul weighs 21 gms.
16. About 10,000,000 people have the same birthday as you.
17. All the chemicals in a human body combined are estimated to be worth about 6.25 euro.
18. Around 2,000 left-handed people die annually due to improper use of equipment designed only for right handed people.
19. At age seventy, 73% of men are still potent.
20. A cough releases an explosive charge of air that moves at speeds up to 60 mph.
21. A fetus acquires fingerprints at the age of three months.
22. A fingernail or toenail takes about 6 months to grow from base to tip.
23. A healthy individual releases 3.5 oz. of gas in a single flatulent emission, or about 17 oz. in a day.
24. A human being loses an average of 40 to 100 strands of hair a day.
25. A person will die from total lack of sleep sooner than from starvation. Death will occur about 10 days without sleep, while starvation takes a few weeks.
26. A sneeze can exceed the speed of 100 mph.
27. According to German researchers, the risk of heart attack is higher on Monday than any other day of the week.
28. According to the Kinsey Institute, the biggest erect penis on record measures 13 inches. The smallest tops off at 1 3/4 inches.
29. After spending hours working at a computer display, look at a blank piece of white paper. It will probably appear pink.
30. An average human drinks about 16, 000 gallons of water in a lifetime.
31. An average human scalp has 100,000 hairs.
32. An average person uses the bathroom 6 times per day.
33. An individual blood cell takes about 60 seconds to make a complete circuit of the body.
34. Babies are born with 300 bones, but by adulthood we have only 206 in our bodies.
35. Beards are the fastest growing hairs on the human body. If the average man never trimmed his beard, it would grow to nearly 30 feet long in his lifetime.
36. Blondes have more hair than dark-haired people.
37. Blood sucking hookworms inhabit 700 million people worldwide.
38. By age sixty, most people have lost half of their taste buds.
39. By the time you turn 70, your heart will have beat some two-and-a-half billion times (figuring on an average of 70 beats per minute.)
40. Each square inch of human skin consists of twenty feet of blood vessels.
41. Every human spent about half an hour as a single cell.
42. Every person has a unique tongue print.
43. Every square inch of the human body has an average of 32 million bacteria on it.
44. Every time you lick a stamp, you’re consuming 1/10 of a calorie.
45. Fingernails grow faster than toenails.
46. Fingerprints serve a function - they provide traction for the fingers to grasp things.
47. Humans have 46 chromosomes, peas have 14 and crayfish have 200.
48. Humans shed about 600,000 particles of skin every hour - about 1.5 pounds a year. By 70 years of age, an average person will have lost 105 pounds of skin.
49. Humans shed and re-grow outer skin cells about every 27 days - almost 1,000 new skins in a lifetime.
50. If it were removed from the body, the small intestine would stretch to a length of 22 feet.
51. If you are locked in a completely sealed room, you will die of carbon dioxide poisoning first before you will die of oxygen deprivation.
52. If you go blind in one eye, you’ll only lose about one-fifth of your vision (but all your depth perception).
53. In a lifetime the average US resident eats more than 50 tons of food and drinks more than 13,000 gallons of liquid.
54. In the late 19th century, millions of human mummies were used as fuel for locomotives in Egypt where wood and coal was scarce, but mummies were plentiful.
55. It takes 17 muscles to smile and 43 to frown.
56. Jaw muscles can provide about 200 pounds of force to bring the back teeth together for chewing.
57. Lab tests can detect traces of alcohol in urine six to 12 hours after a person has stopped drinking.
58. Laughing lowers levels of stress hormones and strengthens the immune system. Six-year-olds laugh an average of 300 times a day. Adults only laugh 15 to 100 times a day.
59. Most men have erections every hour to hour and a half during sleep.
60. On average women say 7,000 words per day. Men manage just over 2000.
61. One in every 2000 babies is born with a tooth.
62. Pregnancy in humans lasts on average about 270 days (from conception to birth).
63. The ashes of the average cremated person weigh nine pounds.
64. The average duration of sexual intercourse for humans is 2 minutes.
65. The average human body contains enough: iron to make a 3 inch nail, sulfur to kill all fleas on an average dog, carbon to make 900 pencils, potassium to fire a toy cannon, fat to make 7 bars of soap, phosphorous to make 2,200 match heads, and water to fill a ten-gallon tank.
66. The average human produces 25,000 quarts of spit in a lifetime, enough to fill two swimming pools.
67. The average person releases nearly a pint of intestinal gas by flatulence every day. Most is due to swallowed air. The rest is from fermentation of undigested food.
68. The body’s largest internal organ is the small intestine at an average length of 20 feet.
69. The feet account for one quarter of all the human bodies bones.
70. The human body has enough fat to produce 7 bars of soap.
71. The human body has over 600 muscles, 40% of the body’s weight.
72. The human brain is about 85% water.
73. The largest cell in the human body is the female ovum, or egg cell. It is about 1/180 inch in diameter. The smallest cell in the human body is the male sperm. It takes about 175,000 sperm cells to weigh as much as a single egg cell.
74. The largest cell in the human body is the female reproductive cell, the ovum. The smallest is the male sperm.
75. The largest human organ is the skin, with a surface area of about 25 square feet.
76. The left lung is smaller than the right lung to make room for the heart.
77. The little lump of flesh just forward of your ear canal, right next to your temple, is called a tragus.
78. The longest muscle in the human body is the sartorius. This narrow muscle of the thigh passes obliquely across the front of the thigh and helps rotate the leg to the position assumed in sitting cross-legged. Its name is a derivation of the adjective “sartorial,” a reference to what was the traditional cross-legged position of tailors (or “sartors”) at work.
79. The most common blood type in the world is Type O. The rarest, Type A-H, has been found in less than a dozen people since the type was discovered.
80. The Neanderthal’s brain was bigger than yours is.
81. The only bone in the human body not connected to another is the hyoid, a V-shaped bone located at the base of the tongue between the mandible and the voice box. Its function is to support the tongue and its muscles.
82. The only time the human population declined was in the years following 1347, the start of the epidemic of the plague ‘Black Death’ in Europe.
83. The permanent teeth that erupt to replace their primary predecessors (baby teeth) are called succedaneous teeth.
84. The sound of a snore (up to 69 decibels) can be almost as loud as the noise of a pneumatic drill.
85. The tips of fingers and the soles of feet are covered by a thick, tough layer of skin called the stratum corneum.
86. There are 45 miles of nerves in the skin of a human being.
87. There are 60,000 miles of blood vessels in the human body.
88. There are four main blood types: A, B, AB and O and each blood type is either Rh positive or negative.
Blood types in the US:
O positive ~ 38.4%
O negative ~ 7.7%
A positive ~ 32.3%
A negative ~ 6.5%
B positive ~ 9.4%
B negative ~ 1.7%
AB positive ~ 3.2%
AB negative ~ 0.7%
89. Three-hundred-million cells die in the human body every minute.
90. Women burn fat more slowly than men, by a rate of about 50 calories a day.
91. Women’s hearts beat faster than men’s.
the bolded lines are those that i find interesting. and who knew there was only about 11% of left-handed people in the world. i feel special now. haha.
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;;A girl kills herself over fake spoilers on latest Harry Potter book.
8 mad rant(s) » Add your own! RANDTed: Tasha Green at 10:07:00 PMgot this from a blog by a guy named martin. anyway, i dont know if the story is true or not, but its interesting. just as the title suggests...
A girl kills herself over fake spoilers on Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows. The news report said that the girl and her mother had downloaded from a website what they believed to be the legitimate copy of “Harry potter and the deathly hallows”
It was actually a fake book in which Harry potter and his friends meet a gruesome end.
The girl’s mother said that her daughter was very “crushed” by the news and locked herself in her room. When the girl’s mother came up to call her for dinner she found that her daughter had hanged herself in her closet using rolled up bedsheets and a nightgown.
The news reporter interviewing the mother then said that the girls room was filled with all sorts of Harry Potter toys, models, posters, dolls and the six books.
quite tragic no? ahh... the bad side of being addicted to Harry Potter. i guess, this must mean that J.K Rowling is a superb writer. she's able to make people addicted to the story and made it feel real. hmmm...
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;;here's a pre-vblog. gonna do an official one once people choose a topic for me to talk about.
01 my top 5 favorite things
02 my collections of all time
03 my favorite places to hang.
enjoy!
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my friend rachel, with the doll during Inter-School Drama Competition
my drama teacher was like telling the drama team about his hope for us to perform for the school. i cant wait. i just cant wait to show everybody my talents. hohohoh... :p
anyway, something funny happened yesterday.
so i went to school right, the usuals, monday blues and all. heavy bag filled with TONS of books. then out of the blue, the school speaker started talking, "attention to all form 5 and upper 6, please proceed to the school hall with your chairs and notebooks."
now, we knew it was some motivation talk. so as boring as that sounds, we kinda felt happy because, duh, NO CLASS!
usually, motivational talks would only last until recess. but when the motivator told us that we'll be there till school ends, our jaws literally dropped! "crap! this is going to be HEELLLLLLL..."
but then again, the motivational talk wasnt all bad. in fact, it was kind of interesting, since the motivator is really charismatic and all. we loved him, and he, loved us.
i mean, seriously... have you ever meet any motivator who would use a sharp knife to explain to us what bravery is???? its crazy i know.
ANYWAY, im gonna do my FIRST VBLOG, but i dont know what topic should i talk about. so i need your help.
help me pick which of the following topics i should talk about...
01 Jasmine's top 5 favorite items
02 Jasmine's all time collections
03 Jasmine's favorite places to hang
my vblog will be uploaded here, as well as my blog.
choose people!!!!
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;;KK BLOGGERS' MEET! should i or should i not go?
4 mad rant(s) » Add your own! RANDTed: Tasha Green at 11:59:00 PMjust got my computer *big grin*
so okay, get this.
KOTA KINABALU BLOGGERS’ MEET
Friday 6th July @ 7:30pm
Venue: Toscani’s @ Waterfront (To Be Confirmed)
FIRST COME FIRST SERVED - LIMITED SPACES!
All food and drinks are at your own expenses, as the ultimate purpose here is to unify bloggers based in Sabah to come forth, intermingle and go bananas!
Kindly confirm your attendance by 28th June 2007 by contacting Gallivanter - gallivantings@gmail.com.
more info here.
question is,
im totally down to it and have been thinking about it for ages. and when its finally here, im all hyped up. but im still not sure about going though.
reasons:
+ what should i wear????????? BIG problem.
+ what if i be all akward there?
+ what if im the youngest?
+ money :p
but i wanna goooo… but then, im not sure.
help me!!! should i or should i not go???? i never been to these things before, and im all hyped about it, but then again, im just not sure if i SHOULD go. urgh.. what should i do???
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;;i have this new photo-editting software, so i decided to do some fooling about. i got inspired by the colors in huiwen's pictures in the previous post. so i decided to do some color effects as well.
not much. but quite okay i guess.
anyway, guess who wrote me back? Daphne Iking! if you dont know her, well, she's a model cum host cum emcee cum everything else. haha. she hosted THE BREAKFAST SHOW in NT7, used to host MONEY MATTERS and EXPLORACE. and a few more, but i forgot. but yea.
i love her work and hope to be like her one day. she's such an inspiration.
go to my blog to see what she wrote to me. :)
till then, take care y'all!
love,
jasmine
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...who just had someone she fancied say bye to her right after school!!!!! *BIG smile*
one thing i like about my highschool is that, there is form 6. and when there is form 6, new eye candies would come :D ... hahaa.. eye candies. what a way to describe it.
to those who dont know what eye candy means, it means, in my own way of defining it, DROPDEADGORGEOUSGUYSTHATIWILLGOGAGAON. hahahaha. okay, so go on, laugh now. you already got the funny bit. ;)
but then again, the thing i dislike about highschool is that fact that...
a) everyone would know who you like/fancy,
b) stupid uniform that makes me look fat; and
c) stupid uniform that makes me look fat.
you just cant get tired with the uniform making me look fat thing. bleh!
but then again, who cares. at least, he said bye!!!!!
jasmine is haaapppyyyy.... you should be happy for her too ;)
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;;UNDUK NGADAU PAGEANT, Sabah's favorite pageant of all :)
0 mad rant(s) RANDTed: Tasha Green at 2:50:00 PMUNDUK NGADAU PAGEANT has been a tradition carried out since the 1960s and it is the most famous pageant/event in Sabah, especially during the harvest festival a.k.a Kaamatan Festival here.
having Kaamatan in Sabah, is like, Christmas in May here in Sabah. banners will be put up, discounts here and there for the kaamatan season and everyone's busy having their own open houses and stuff. its truly a celebration to cherish. and again, its that one day where your parents would let us young people drink from all that aramaitii sesson. aramaitii meaning, A LOT OF PEOPLE or RAMAI ORANG NI! in kadazan.
the closing ceremony of the Kaamatan Festival is the biggest of them all here in Sabah. every year, the KadazanDusun Cultural Association (KDCA) will host this big event in the Hongkod Koinsanan compound, located in Penampang, the heart of the kadazandusun community.
i went to the event yesterday at about 9am. i was told that if i wanted to have a seat in the hall, i had to come early eventhough the main event would start at about 1pm. yuck! haha.
this is only 30% of the audience. apparently, the hall was soo booked that at least 100 over people didnt have their sit so they had to stand at the corner to be apart of the event.
the pageant started of with 36 contestants from districts and sub-districts all over Sabah. one contestant on the other hand, is a representative from west malaysia. KDCA's Klang Valley branch had hosted the event there to find a representative for west malaysia. apparently, the klang valley representative is actually from PERAK. :)
so the pageant is like this.
1st stage : introducing yourself while talking in one of the local language. ie, in kadazan or dusun language.
2nd stage : doing the catwalk
3rd stage : the Q&A session
the judges evaluate the contestants like this...
40% for beauty
20% for presentation
20% for outfit
20% for IQ
from 36 contestants to 15 contestants... and finally, short-listed to 7.
in the end, only one contestant would get the crown and it was....
Jo-anna Henley Rampas of the Tuaran district.
im glad she won as she was great! she's beautiful and smart :)
anyway, more photos and reviews in my blog. go there ok?
till then, iv gtg. take care!
love,
jasmine
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i never did understand what ‘love’ is.
i mean, duh, i know what it is. when you talk about family love or friends loving each other, that i understand. but i just dont understand what gf-bf love is all about. it sounds too cliche and too overrated.
whenever i go to friendster profiles, i’ll always see stuff written in their comments’ section.
’sayang, i love you sooooo much.’
‘you are the joy in my life, the light of blablablala’…
you know how it goes.
and i’ll be like, ermmmmm… okaaaayy.
i mean, its not that i dont appreciate them loving each other or whatever, but i mean, i just dont get it. i do get what ‘care‘ or ‘sayang‘ means, but what i dont get is what ‘love‘ means. i know i sound all cliche and mushy at this point, but i mean, thats just it, i dont get it.
i was at a point where i had a boyfriend and was in a lovey-dovey mood. but then again, looking at friends and stuff, they’re basically addicted to their girlfriend and boyfriend. and im like thinking to myself, “omgsh.. should i be addicted to my boyfriend? should i post his picture all over my friendster profile and just brag about how great he is at kissing?“. but i dont feel like doing that, so then, im like thinking to myself, “am i a bad gifriend?“
i mean, they’re like sooo fucking in love, and here i am, laughing at how big his nose is instead of saying, how i adore his nose being big. you know what i mean? so basically, i just dont get it.
and im never a mushy person. i mean, i am, but not to the extreme mushy. i may be all romantic at some point, but ultimately, i dont like to be all mushy 24/7, it sounds too fake. i mean, i know he loves me and i love him, so must i be all, “oh sweetheart. from the very first time i lay my eyes on you, i knew you were my prince charming that has filled my emptiness in me.“. hahha.
yuck. that exactly my point. yuck.
but its like, whatever. if my thinking of a relationship should be all wacky, funny and romanticly silly, then i will go on thinking like that. being all mushy and stuff is soooo yesterday.
but then again, you are welcome to act that way if it suits you best. ;)
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can you say, miaawww??? haha.
iv got nothing much to post. just that, iv been really busy lately. and i think im beginning to be partially deaf, thanks to the oh so LOUD noise from the electric guitar which was purposely volumed up (if there is such word) by the band who played in my school's very own, 'battle of the band' competition. wheeee...
LOL. i hope everyone's doing well. i know, i know, i havent been posting much here, but i'll try my best to do so. with tight schedule, it seems imposible to post about things other than stories of my vain self. hoho.
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;;Vain People Who Are Supposedly In Denial.
3 mad rant(s) » Add your own! RANDTed: Tasha Green at 10:19:00 PMdont u just hate VAIN people who supposedly are in denial?
caption for this picture of a girl with long gorgeous legs with polka dot dress and big write shades.
“ugghhh!!! im fat and i look ugly! look at my fat chicken legs (me, searching for the chicken leg) and my fat cheeks (me, taking the magnifying glass and aiming it at her cheek) and my small boobs (me, not doing anything. coz yea, it is small). i hate my face!! its ugly! (no its not.)“
i dont get you pretty, vain people. you just sarcasticly say negative stuff about yourselves when in fact, its not true. and i dont get people who post those so-called cute pictures of themselves online, and they know its cute (fuck, with the japanese peace sign, its always cute isnt it?), yet, they say that its ugly.
owh. c’mon la. if you know that you ugly (and seriously, i DO think that you are, whoever you are), then dont post those so-called cute pictures of you, and deny it being ‘cute’. its pathetic and sad.
unless you have the need to make us fat, real chicken-legged people feel good, just coz you want God to not punish you for sleeping with your best friend’s guy, then, it all make sense. but other than that, i dont see the point of saying that you’re ugly, when you’re not.
i mean, some people, DO look ugly without even trying. the more they try, the uglier they look. so yuck. but i mean, these people do know that deep inside that they look good, yet when it comes to posting picture online, they go on telling people that they look ugly just cuz they want to be all modest and stuff.
thats just pathetic and sad. take it from me. modesty, is ssooooo last season. being utterly superiorly (if there is such word) vain is in.
face it.
people. wait. SMART people like me and you (we are born smart you know?), wouldnt stupidly post ugly, fat, stupid, UGLY, un-cute, un-sexy pictures of ourselves, especially online. we are not made to do that. unless you’re someone who doesnt care how ugly your picture looks like lah. then that’ll be a different story.
so hey, when you vain people out there do post your pictures online, and you fucking know that deep inside that your picture is fucking hot, please. PLEEAASSEE… dont tell us that you look ugly.
coz sweety, thats just D.U.M.B!
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"love happens..."
well, unfortunately, it doesnt. shit happens, i'll tell you that, but not love. for a dork like me, it doesnt happen. even if it does, i dont think it is love. its merely lust from deep inside of your lustfull selves.
what is love? the eternal question that has yet to bear any answer.
love. love. love. it sounds so pure and real, that only the purest of heart can truly feel its greatness. unfortunately for me though, i had exploited the word love. i express 'love' orally to those whom i have no such feelings of. and thus, i felt that the word LOVE meant little to me.
even if i did express it to someone i know that i will truly care about and would probably live my whole life with, but love would still be, 'just another word' nonetheless. but what do i know? im just a 17 year old who is utterly brainless about the world (yea, people who got updated with politics and all that...you scare me with all your knowledge) and absoloutely couldnt care less about other people. unless, i have something to do with them that is.
urggghh... i still cant believe even that after 3 years, i would still be thinking about 'Mr. Lawyer' (lets just call him that). its a sad truth really, considering the fact that he wouldnt think about me at all. but hopefully, he does. that'll be good. i miss having him being around me. i miss talking to him without sounding like a total dork.
i would still have this nervous feeling inside of me whenever i talk to him. even text messaging him was hard for me as i would always check my spelling and grammar countless times. i know, it sounds all weird and stuff, but its true.
i miss moments with him. i miss the old days where i would not be afraid to just say the wrong things and that, we would always have whatever reason to look at each other and smiled. i miss being in a big crowd, where the only thing i see was him and me, and that we were in our own little world. i missed having him to look at me in that oh-she's-so-pretty type of look and just smiled at me or wink at me.
i missed that feeling. i missed it soooooo much.
what i experienced with him in that one week was unbelievable. i want that magical feeling back. i guess, when i do think about it, i would say that i do miss him. but ultimately, i missed the feeling more.
the feeling of being
treasured.
cared for.
nurtured.
protected.
guided.
loved.
i want that feeling again. and i hope that, when i do get it, i would sincerely have feelings for that person... i dont want to just be with someone just because i pitied him or maybe, wanting to experiment with situations. thats just plain stupid...
but whatever it is... things have passed. and eventhough how much i want him to be in my life again, i cant. he has moved on now. although how much i think about him and think about those memories and moments together, it came to me that, i, myself, have to move on.
but i guess, thats the power of First Love...
you can never forget them. never, ever...
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;;camwhoring is fun. being vain is awesome. and being wacky is just plain great!
imgine life without fun? it'll be... boring...
taking pictures of yourself, no matter how dorky, or un-photogenic you are, still, take pictures! but if you dont feel like it, play dress-up or play with dolls or something. or play with babies! they're always fun! hahaha.
i have been having less fun these days, due to the problems that i had. heh. but im TRYING to have fun again. starting with camwhoring. its fun and wacky...
see what i mean? ;)
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;;the ultimate first timer's kissing dilemma...(and it aint pretty)
1 mad rant(s) » Add your own! RANDTed: Tasha Green at 3:05:00 PM
the post became a hit, though not many people commenting on it, it was a hit nonetheless. up to 100 people will click on the post every now and then and leave me messages about it.
kissing is a normal thing. not being kissed and having TONS of friends around you that has already been kissed (or kissed in that matter) or like, having them to already made out (its the same thing right?) is totally normal.
and have you to be SOOOOOO pressured up because you have never been kissed before is like soooo hard. first there’s media showing you how good kissing is, then to make it worse, your best friend had her first kiss and she brags about how good and fun it is.
thats a killer right there and then.
i had my kiss when i was 16. 16 yo! thats like… old, at least, in this modern society. hoho. people as young as 12 had their first kiss, and i had it at 16.
although it KILLS to not have my first kiss all this time, and having to see people all around me already had theirs (and their 2nd.. 3rd.. 10th…), i know i hadddd to wait and be patient and wait for someone to kiss me. (yea. lame line)
i mean, i cant just simply kiss any random guy i meet on the street right? that’ll be wrong. and i cant just simply get together with a guy and make out with him… well, you can, but that would just be a one night stand kind of thing, and thats not fun.
but yea.. i mean, kissing could be fun, could look oh so nice and can seem really yummy… but i mean, take your time. dont rush. dont worry about it. its not like you’re NOT gonna get it, like ever. that would just be weird.
you will get it. and when you do, believe me, you’ll be really worried. all first kissers are like that, they get worried and get nervous.
questions like: 01 how do i kiss?
seriously… all these questions will come in you mind. its normal. when it does go to your head, you’ll start to be all worried and scared. and thats normal too.
02 what if i suck his mouth?????
03 what if my breath stinks?
04 what if his breath stinks?
05 what if im a bad kisser?
06 what if i hurt his lips/mouth/tongue???
07 if im a bad kisser, he’ll never kiss me again right?
08 should i breathe while kissing?
09 how should i breathe?
10 would kissing be as fun as how those celebrities potray in movies?
but then again, when you actually get to kiss someone, and started to be all comfortable about it (it took me about 1 month to get comfortable with it), only then will you get the hang of it…
and when you DO get the hang of it, you will definately start experimenting with different kisses. or like, play around… be naughty. and when you do, only then will you feel the fun of it.
but that is though, IF your partner is a good kisser.
things to spoil a good kiss:01 BAD BREATH!
hahahaha… so hey, take your time. dont rush. and when the time comes, have fun ;)
02 rough kisses
03 if it he/she hurts you (biting you tongue etc)
04 yucky teeth
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yes. thats right. im doing a camwhoring contest... those who are interested are welcome to join... :)
any questions? just ask me.
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;;i love avril lavigne's GIRLFRIEND.
its a fun song.
something you can jump and dance to.
totally addictive.
and the music video is like, soooo adorable.
play song.
for those of you who had never heard of this song,
or even came accross it, well, you should.
if you're feeling down or lumpy (haha.lumpy?),
then listen to the song.
have fun listening people ;)
mwaaaaxx,
jasmine
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